A Culture & Lifestyle Blog from Taos/NM

  • Chill the F-ck Out!

    Chill the F-ck Out!

    by Jonathan Blaustein





    Freedom isn’t free.

    It requires compromise and respect.

    Unfortunately, the more Americans are divided, and the less time we spend IRL with the “other side,” the harder it is to bust out of cycles of violence.

    Prejudice breaks down when individuals have positive interactions with actual, real people who challenge, or even subvert stereotypical perceptions.

    All of this stuff is predicable, and in fact was predicted.

    (All of this being political violence.)

    There’s one simple way to fix things: Everyone needs to chill the fuck out!






    This summer, I spent time with a Republican relative who seems to have it all.

    From the outside looking in, not much to complain about.

    Yet there was plenty of complaining, all of it about The Left.

    Not Russia or China.

    Just other Americans, who believe differently.

    In the aftermath of Charlie Kirk’s assassination, Spencer Cox, the Republican governor of Utah, (where the crime occurred,) was quoted in The Washington Post saying,

    “Our nation is broken...Nothing I say can unite us as a country. Nothing I can say right now can fix what is broken.”

    How about saying, “Enough already! We are not each others’ enemies. We are all Americans. We just live different lifestyles, in different places, and believe different things.

    So what? Who cares? Live and let live. Let’s just get over ourselves.”

    That’s what I’d say, anyway.








    Living in northern New Mexico, you’re thrust together with people who like guns, for hunting or self-defense. There are people with a rural perspective that leads them to vote Republican.

    Are they all evil?

    Should I hate them all?

    Is every single Christian person who believes that abortion is murder a terrible person?

    Forever, should I see them as enemies to my way of life?

    Or what about the hyper-progressives who believe that we shouldn’t have any police at all?

    I believe that law enforcement is an essential part of a functioning republic.

    Does that mean that now I have to hate all progressives too?








    I don’t mean to play rhetorical games here, because what’s the point?

    Rather, I felt today was not a day to stay silent.

    Decent, honest, law-abiding folks have opinions too.

    Enough already, people.

    Chill the fuck out!

    Please figure out how to see the humanity in people with whom you vehemently disagree.

    We all need to do it.








    Governor Cox seems to have come to a similar conclusion.

    Here’s the quote WaPo ended with.

    “We just need every single person in this country to think about where we are and where we want to be, to ask ourselves, ‘Is this it? Is this what 250 years have wrought on us?’ I pray that that’s not the case,” Cox said.

    Enough with the thoughts and prayers.

    It takes guts to reach out the other side.

    Let’s demand both Democrats and Republicans grow some stomachs, and engage in the messy functions of democratic government.

    Leaders lead.

    Flowers help people relax…
    Blue + Red makes purple (image courtesy of amazon.com.au)

  • Secret Recipe: Blackened Chicken

    Secret Recipe: Blackened Chicken

    by Jonathan Blaustein




    Like smells and songs, food can jog memories loose.

    It helps us connect to our past.

    Ever the black sheep, growing up in a Jewish-American home in New Jersey, it was strange that I didn’t like the smoked fish dishes and deli meats the rest of my family adored.

    For whatever reason, the Italian-American food that surrounded us, (it’s freaking everywhere in Jersey,) became my soul food instead.

    It still what I cook best today.

    Good cooking, though, is a creative act. It requires doing new things from time to time, to break out of your patterns.

    Sure enough, on Friday evening, it was Jessie’s turn to cook dinner, but I could see that she was spent.

    I had more gas in the tank, and noticed a packet of 3 large chicken breasts in the fridge that needed to be cooked.

    In a household with three athletes, two weight-lifters, and two growing humans, boneless, skinless chicken breast is about as clean and healthy of an animal protein as you’ll get.

    What it lacks, though, is flavor, and if cooked incorrectly, it can be rubbery as hell.

    In order to take dinner off of Jessie’s plate, I had an idea to do a spice rub on the chicken, then pan sear it an hour or so later.

    I coated each side with salt, then cracked black pepper, followed by oregano, a healthy coating of hot New Mexico red chile, and then a round of cumin.

    Then the idea hit me to give it a dash of extra virgin olive oil, and a splash of orange juice, just to make the lightest vinaigrette marinade on top of the spice rub.

    (We ate a bit later than planned, so in the end the chicken got to sit in the marinade for two hours.)

    I seared the crap out of each breast by placing all three in a hot skillet, with a bit of olive oil in the bottom, and then doming with a wok lid, to create heat from all sides.

    The key, as with all good searing, is to leave the meat alone until it’s time to turn it. Wait until a good crust develops, and then flip each piece, and leave them alone again.

    This time, maybe only cover the pan for about 30 seconds.

    Turn off the heat, remove the breasts when the bottom side has a bit of color too, and then let them rest.

    Cut the chicken into cubes, and expect that middle pieces will be somewhat to very underdone. (Depending on their thickness.)

    Then back into the pan on low heat to cook it all through, and get a tiny bit of texture on all sides of the chicken.

    When they’re done, take them out of the skillet and serve.





    I buried the lede today.

    (It happens sometimes.)

    The point of today’s blog is the chicken tasted exactly like the blackened recipes that swept the nation during the 80’s. Paul Prudhomme and New Orleans cooking became a trend, so restaurants back home in New Jersey would blacken chicken and fish.

    (We ate out a lot when I was young.)

    And while I hated Jewish food, (most of it, anyway,) I freaking loved blackened chicken.

    As soon as I tasted my recipe, I went back in time.

    So I made it again on Monday, to photograph so I could share with you. (I served it with sautéed veggies and some of my white rice.)

    It’s amazing, and also super-healthy.

    Enjoy!



  • Enough Already

    Enough Already

    by Jonathan Blaustein

    Enough Already


    Good morning, everyone.

    I’m not writing today because I want to, so much as I have to. It’s been a common refrain, in my 16 years of blogging, because creativity is an expressive act.

    Expression releases energy from the body and mind.

    It’s why artists make art: for the alchemical process through which stress, and negative energy can be transformed into something beautiful. (Or at least beneficial.)

    The theme of today’s blog is Enough Already.





    Last I wrote here, I told you about my new job at a local newspaper in Taos.

    Since this is my place to be honest, it was easily the worst job I’ve ever had. (And I worked at Foot Locker, and in the packing department of a farm market, washing spinach all day.)

    I quit the paper not long after my last post, just beyond the 4th of July, so I’ve been out about as long as I was in.

    Despite the fact I’ve spoken truth to power as a blogger for so long, and have never shied away from sharing details... this time, I don’t much feel like it.

    The short version is I was hired into a managerial position, and placed as a junior reporter and full time photographer. (At a low salary I only accepted b/c it was supposed to be a managerial position.) The workload was 7 days a week, (or at least impossible in 40 hours,) and I found my boss to be one of the most unpleasant people I’ve encountered.

    When I brought those inconsistencies to the attention of the HR department, and said I planned to quit if they did not address my concerns, I was told to feel-free to leave, as it was a take-it-or-leave-it situation.

    I was losing weight, couldn’t sleep well, my heart was racing all the time, because of the stress.

    And none of the good work I did for them mattered, once I spoke out of turn.

    It was nuts.

    So I left.

    Enough Already.





    Enough Already to Israel too.

    This is the third time since Israel’s war with Hamas I’ve felt the need to use this platform, (such as it is,) to comment directly on the policies of a foreign nation.

    I’m an American, and my grandparents were born here. (Some great-grandparents too.)

    I may not pass JD Vance’s test of having Civil War ancestors, but the USA is my country.

    Growing up in synagogue as an American Jew, I was also taught that because I could become a citizen of Israel, because it was the Jewish country, that it was a part of my heritage as well.

    But is it?

    I visited when I was 17, during the first Gulf War, and made some great memories.

    That connection, though, now makes me a target, anywhere in the world, because Israel has gone off the rails to the degree it’s starving Gaza.

    I should not have to write the words that mass starvation, in front of the global media, is evil and counterproductive.

    There is no good to be found in this policy, and the extreme Israeli right wing does not speak for me.

    They speak for themselves.

    In their own country.

    A country the rest of the world now despises. (Even more than they used to hate The Jews?)

    Israel: Wake the fuck up.

    Stop the starvation campaign now.

    Enough Already!





    Finally, I want to reserve one section of this article for America.

    Yes, us. US.

    Abe Lincoln told us, more than 150 years ago, that a house divided against itself cannot stand.

    Divide and conquer works, as a strategy.

    Everyone knows this.

    Yet Americans can’t stop demonizing the other side, and fighting against the opposite party, even if it guarantees we’re less formidable in our geo-political battle with China and Russia.

    Not everyone who believes differently than you is a terrible person.

    In a 50/50 country, where one side has clearly won the war of ideas, (for now) by dominating the 2024 election cycle, and running the Supreme Court, I think it’s time we all accept that this country has had two major parties that take turns running shit.

    And for vast chunks of time, there were points of consensus. A national identity formed. We survived the Civil War, and over time, addressed many (but not all) of our founding flaws.

    I grew up loving America, and once I learned the dark history in high school and college, I didn’t move away.

    I didn’t give up.

    And neither did the tens of millions of people who’ve moved to this country since I was born in 1974.

    At some point, the USA is going to fall seriously behind China, and our living standards are going to drop even further than they already have.

    We’re guaranteed to lose Cold War II, (David Brooks’s term,) unless Americans grow the fuck up and realize we have to find a way to live and work together.

    It’s a split country, and Democrats will get power back at some point.

    We had Obama, whom we all loved, and these guys have Trump, whom they worship.

    I promise you, finding points of connection, and trying to sew a nation back together will do far more towards improving job markets, and nuclear security, than will continuing to obsess about the other side while the horse hooves grow ever closer on the horizon.

    Enough Already.

    Obama, image courtesy of https://obamawhitehouse.archives.gov/1600/presidents/barackobama
    A photo of Trump’s Truth Social profile pic, taken from Fox News on my uncle’s TV screen

  • The Big New Job

    The Big New Job

    by Jonathan Blaustein

    Who has time to write anymore, what with all the writing?

    I realized it wasn’t super-appropriate to keep you in the dark any longer, as I announced nearly four weeks ago I’d taken a job as Assistant Editor of the Taos News. (On the political, health and environmental beats.)

    I know, I know. I told you I was going to be a teacher. But I also mentioned, near the end of the last blog post, that a cool journalism job came up.

    Long story short, I got it.

    It’s crazy, as I report, write and photograph five stories a week.

    You can follow along at taosnews.com, and I’ll try to stay active here now and again.

    Hope all is well in your world, and please drop me a line if it’s been a while.

  • The World is Watching

    The World is Watching

    by Jonathan Blaustein



    It’s hard to know when to speak up, these days.

    (Maybe that’s why I write less?)

    It’s certainly why I don’t opine on every major crisis, or ridiculous Trumpian utterance.

    I also value your attention, so I don’t blog just to blog anymore.

    And I never, ever write super-short posts, just to get clicks when I have nothing to say.

    Today, though, I’m going to write the shortest article of my career.

    Here it goes.








    Within the last 10 days, it’s come to my attention that since it broke the cease-fire in its war with Hamas in mid-March, Israel has created a full siege of Gaza, and halted the flow of food into the Palestinian enclave.


    The first image for siege warfare that comes up in Google Images. Courtesy of Wikipedia. Depiction of the 1147 siege of Lisbon, painting by Alfredo Roque Gameiro (1917)


    I wrote last week I’ve been busy the last two months working at Taos High School, and until a week ago, I had no internet access throughout the day.

    So yeah, I’ve read less news than normal.

    But let’s be honest: this has been under-reported.

    Thankfully, the story is starting to get more coverage, because what Israel is doing is barbaric, inhumane and immoral.

    Knowingly starving out an entire population, to try to get them to give up Hamas.

    As as an American Jew, I don’t support this policy.

    It’s wrong on every level, but especially as we still show the world our starvation photos from WWII Nazi extermination camps.

    Be better, Israel.

    The world is watching.

  • The Land of Entrapment

    The Land of Entrapment

    by Jonathan Blaustein



    Hi Everybody,

    How’s it going?

    I’m sure you’ve been wondering if I’m still alive?

    Well, now you know.

    Unfortunately, (or fortunately, depending on how you view fate,) I’m still living with my family in our little valley outside Taos.

    We never made it to California. 😦







    We shot for the moon this past winter, trying to move to San Diego during a super-short time window.

    We aimed to wrap a twenty-year life here in a matter of weeks, and just couldn’t make it.

    Yes, Lowes of Española had a lot to do with it. As did the pace of our renovations in general.

    Regardless, once Jessie and I accepted it wasn’t going to happen, (realistically,) we decided to let the dream die for the moment.

    “We’ll just move in June,” we said, “when school lets out,” instead of giving up.

    But things change.






    A week into the new year, our son Theo came to Jessie with a conundrum.

    He loves being the kicker on the Taos High School football team, (Go Tigers!) and didn’t feel comfortable doing his Senior year elsewhere, after Taos was all he’s known.

    His academic career here, along with his interests, have set him up well to attend a top college, and he didn’t want to mess with that.

    Jessie told me what he said, and we discussed it briefly.

    If you know anything about me, from having read this blog over the years, you’ll know my wife and children are the most important things in my world.

    By far. And Jessie is the same.

    (Though we love the doggies too, of course.)

    Once Theo made the ask, we decided we’d do what we could to honor his request.

    But I couldn’t live in limbo anymore.

    What to do?









    First, I reached out to my network here, to beat the bushes and see what my options were.

    My UNM-Taos mentor recommended I consider teaching at the high or middle school level, as I might be able to get hired while I got credentialed.

    At a subsequent meeting with the Principal and Dean of Students at Taos High, I learned my MFA and 12 years teaching college likely qualified me for a license straight away.

    They also offered me a position as a daily, utility substitute teacher, as soon as I could clear the background check hurdles.

    And so it’s come to pass.

    After much research and paperwork, I’ve become a fully licensed teacher, endorsed to teach Social Studies and Visual Art at the 6-12 level.

    I’ve applied for 3 full-time teaching jobs, and am working as a daily substitute teacher at Taos High School too.

    Window View, Taos High, 04.29.25


    So there you have it.

    When life circumstances change, we have to be flexible and strong enough to change with them.

    As much as Jessie and I wanted to leave Taos, at the moment, we’re recommitted.

    Having a regular, full-tine job after all these years as a freelancer has been an adjustment.

    (Mostly, I’ve enjoyed it.)

    But staying open and flexible is difficult, and in the two days since I wrote the first draft of this blog, an interesting journalism job became available, so I'll apply for that too.

    As you can see, I've had a lot on my plate, but it was time to bring you along for the ride.

    Or at least reaffirm I’m alive...and begin telling the story of how I got stuck (yet again) in the Land of Entrapment.

    Catch you next time!

    Image courtesy of pmags.com

  • Film Review: The Oscar-Nominated “Flow”

    Film Review: The Oscar-Nominated “Flow”


    Flow

    A Pixelated Animal Adventure
    Runtime: 1:25
    Directed by Gints Zilbalodis


    Reviewed by Serge J-F. Levy

    Image courtesy of Imdb.com

    We have come a long way since Disney animators were hand-drawing cells to animate the animal kingdom into awkward--but admittedly very sweet, humorous and playful—narratives. 

    Perhaps one of the greatest achievements of those early pieces was getting humans to believe in the dialogues animals had with each other.

    To some, that anthropocentric way of understanding the animal kingdom is repugnant. Science (which I like and respect) has a way of organizing phenomena into terms that conform to human logic. While there may be patterns in animal behavior, it’s still lofty to believe we know the full potential of their communicative meaning.

    But Flow isn’t about trying to understand animal behavior. Instead, it uses animals to draw humans out of the painful realities of their own imperfect existence, and to witness the inherent flaws of society and human behavior at large.








    This technique of creating a psychological distance from triggering experiences is used in Sand Tray therapy.

    In an office setting, a child (or adult) will choose one or a few objects from a large selection, place them in a sand box that sits in the middle of the therapist’s office, and share stories formed around the figure.

    I once chose a lonely, sad, misunderstood, frustrated, sick of the dating scene, and scared, plastic owl. Keep in mind, this two-inch-tall polymer effigy was somewhat poorly rendered.

    But boy did it speak for my angst.

    It’s harder to examine the illness of our own social media behavior and collective obsession with consumerism than it is to find a certain sweetness in a lemur’s hoarding tendencies, and their maniacal need to stare into an art-deco-era hand mirror.

    There’s an optimal distance created in witnessing these habits projected onto a lovable, (albeit neurotic,) animal form. But the underlying pathology we witness in the movie is clearly a contemporary human problem; one I imagine most lemurs are spared.







    We join these creatures in a post-human/post-civilization world.

    From the items the lemur collects, it appears the event that evaporated humankind happened sometime in the early to mid-20th Century—when skeleton keys and glass buoys were still used.

    By choosing this moment in the past, the filmmakers/writers spare contemporary viewers the guilt of what we are actively doing to our planet. Maybe anything more current would have made would have made it harder to gain the necessary distance to engage with the germane subject of the cross-cultural/cross-political divides these animals must ford?

    No less, anything more contemporary would have necessitated the inclusion of even more complicated and horrific renderings of blight to the land.

    Speaking of the rendering, that is what sunk this movie.
    Image courtesy of Fast Company.com


    I felt emotionally hijacked.

    As the odyssey draws the viewer into romantic visions of landscapes and the remnants of great civilizations, the narratives of these animals lured me into painful spaces of grief.

    Spaces that covered the loss of my dear cat, the death of my father, my mother’s dementia, the destruction of wilderness habitats, the suffering of creatures at the hands of humans… yet the movie’s artistry made me feel I was wasting my resurrected grief.

    Early on, I noticed the animals were often pixelated. Other times it felt like the animators just gave up on shading them, in order to push through a vapid action scene built around dazzling colors--like schools of fish being caught by the protagonist cat, or that same cat trying to outrun the flash flood that would drown the entire landscape--which begins the boat journey upon which the central characters embark.







    Eventually, the stoic secretary bird, the wary domestic cat, the oafy capybara, the… Labrador retriever and the edgy lemur float upon an ancient city with massive, phallic obelisks rising into the sky.

    We assume a vantage point from their perspective, and the camera sweeps from side to side and up into the clouds. The movements reminded me of watching contemporary first-person video games. (The reference was unwelcome.) It was yet another element of artifice that intruded upon my desire to bond with the plight of the animals, and the interpersonal emotional complexities they were navigating.

    To be clear, I didn’t think Buzz Lightyear, Woody, or the ants in Antz, were real. I always interacted with them as computer-rendered animations. But they were done well enough, and with care to the precision of movement, body language, light/shadow, so that the medium wasn’t a barrier, and I could relate to their emotional plights.

    One of my favorite 33 minutes of animation, Dumbland by David Lynch, was made using his computer, and widely available Flash software. His drawings were crude, and had a naïve aesthetic.

    The black-line-stick-figure characters were posited against flat white backgrounds. The sound, the omnipresent rage, and the rendering were all in fluid concert.

    At the beginning of Flow, I was laughing with my date about the number of studios and production companies that were advertising their commitment to the film.

    I didn’t count, but it was easily more than ten.

    Of course, it takes a lot of money to create a film like this: ~$4 million. And my criticisms aren’t about comparing the possibilities of what an American Hollywood budget can achieve versus a Latvian (with some help from French and Belgian sources) production.

    Creating art can sometimes be about negotiating compromises to work within a budget and/or the limitations of the medium. I was saddened by where Zibalodis decided to give up, and where he focused his artistic attentions.

    (Perhaps less video game, and more shading.)

    When the movie was over, I felt frigid.

    So much was exposed, but I didn’t have the ability to let it go. Meanwhile, my date was waterworks. We spent a solid ten minutes convalescing, alone, well after everyone else had rushed out of the theater to check their phones.

    Photo by Serge J-F. Levy

  • San Francisco Confidential

    San Francisco Confidential

    by Stan Banos





    Burnt, spent and seeking redemption, I moved to San Francisco around the turn of the century.



    It always seemed such an exotic, faraway destination, and after visiting 10 years prior, I realized it was a place I could live after my tenure in NYC.

    It had a little bit, actually quite a lot of everything, and I wasn't getting any younger. A myriad of parks, large and small, great public transportation, decent food (can't beat New York), a thriving cultural scene and a bustling downtown.

    I've heard it said that San Francisco is a "boom or bust" kinda town, and twenty-five years later, ain't no question what faze we're in now...

    The once hustling, bustling downtown has been reduced to a literal ghost town; officially, one third of the buildings in the business district are vacant- I'd say much closer to two thirds.

    And now, they're only in use three of five days per week! All the supporting businesses have died alongside them, and half (if not more- no exaggeration) of the stores in the shopping district are visibly vacant.







    This whole descent into concentrated madness started with Covid.

    Tech is San Francisco's number one industry, and techies make their home, work and reality wherever they lay their laptop.

    Once they made home their official work base- there wasn't anything dragging them back.

    San Francisco has essentially had its very soul cored out, and as if all the aforementioned wasn't insane enough- it's still expensive as all hell!

    Rents, and the overall price of living are still sky high, and here's the rub- the further you remove yourself from downtown, the more you'd swear that nothing was amiss.

    The parks, the architecture, the NorCal ambience... it's all still there! I honestly don't know what to make of this Jekyll/Hyde personality- is it a won't admit defeat attitude to be admired, or a simple carry on, NIMBY denial of reality?

    Either way, this tale of two cities cannot persist indefinitely.


    photos by Stan Banos

    As for photographic resources, one of San Francisco's premier photographic institutions, Pier 24, has closed its doors for good as of the end of January. 

    Pier 24 was one of the preeminent venues to view, and contemplate, the work of some of photography's most prestigious image-makers.

    (Not since the legendary Light Gallery of New York have I ever witnessed a space so attuned to honoring the medium.)

    It was a large, cavernous cathedral, directly over the bay, each spacious room dedicated to a particular photographer befitting the specific theme.

    Entry was free, you only had to reserve in advance, and attendance was held to a minimum; often, it was as if you almost had the place to yourself.

    The city wanted to up their rent, and seeing the opportunity to ruin one of the few remaining high points in a rapidly deteriorating city- they jumped at the chance!

    Yes, agreements had been made, contracts signed, but hell- they repaired the damn pier for the city so the entire structure didn't fall into the sea, and then didn't charge the public a single dime! I'd say that's room for compromise.

    Meanwhile, other public art institutions are charging well over $20 a pop; surely something coulda, shoulda been worked out...

    That said, SFMOMA still has the occasional photography extravaganza; you have the Robert Koch and Fraenkel galleries at 49 Geary St. that regularly exhibit photography; the Bay Area Photographers Collective (BAPC); Green Apple Books has a fairly decent photobook section; and the Harvey Milk Photo Center has an avid selection of: workshops, lectures, exhibits, darkroom rentals and digital editing/printing resources.







    I don't know when San Francisco will turn around?

    Whether it will be gradual, over the ensuing decade, or if something novel and as of yet unforeseen will take hold and alight the town anew?

    Perhaps our new mayor will assist, rather than just pocket money, as has his predecessors?

    It would be nice if all the abandoned, office real estate downtown was converted to homes for the unhoused and working classes. But converting commercial space into housing is an expensive proposition; not eagerly embraced by the very nature of capitalism.

    San Francisco is too unique a city to die a forgotten and ignominious death, and the infrastructure is already there- just waiting.



    Like Manhattan, it is one of the very few urban areas in the United States not ruled by the automobile, with its own inherent architecture, culture and contributions.

    I'm not a native, but remain forever hopeful...


  • Secret Recipe: Spicy Stuffed Cabbage

    Secret Recipe: Spicy Stuffed Cabbage

    by Jonathan Blaustein




    I haven’t written much about Poland.

    (It’s true.)

    I teased the trip, and promised dashing travel stories, but in the end, it’s been a whole lot of nothing.

    Part of it was habit.

    Back in the day, in my 11 year column at A Photo Editor, I used to find it helpful to let the trips fade into memory before writing.

    The things you remember, the narrative thread, becomes clearer after the fact.

    Even if the details get hazy. (But we have photographs for that part.)

    This time, though, with the Poland trip, I had the odd feeling, (for a blogger,) of wanting to keep the best bits to myself. Having spent years over-sharing, (maybe,) the 2025-me might lean in the opposite direction.

    It feels like a project that should be my next book, (after 2020’s Extinction Party,) and I’ve been carefully cultivating the memories, and the photo edit, in case it becomes something more.

    Still, though, I’d be quite the miser if I gave you nothing.







    After my first full day in Krakow, (which is a beautiful, chill, manageable city,) I had dinner plans with Nestie, who is good friends with my buddy scott b. davis.

    She suggested a place not far from the main square, where we could get traditional Polish food.

    Just off the main square, Krakow, October 2024


    If Nestie reads this, she’ll discover I really disliked the pierogi she let me taste. (From her mounded plate of pierogi.)

    She was quite happy with them, so I guess they were made right, but I found the meat too rich.

    I ordered Polish stuffed cabbage, from which the Jewish version I grew up with is derived.

    The main difference?

    Poles use pork, which for Jews is not kosher.

    As I’m not observant, I ate the pork rolls, and they were way better than the pierogi, but definitely too fatty to finish.









    Needless to say, I ate a lot of pizza in Poland, and the hotel breakfast buffets were simply amazing, so that dinner was the last traditional Polish food for the week.

    Today, I’m giving my recipe for a New Mexican version of the Jewish stuffed cabbage my grandmother taught my mother. (My Dad’s mom, so it wasn’t a matrilineal transfer.)

    I also wanted to give a shout out to Stan Banos, a blogger who’s been reading my column forever, and has commented more times, (with intelligence,) than I can count.

    Now that Serge and Jessie have begun to write for Sunshine and Olly, we’re welcoming Stan in with a story about contemporary San Francisco, from an insider’s perspective.

    That’s later this week.

    Today, though, the recipe.









    Cooking this dish for 6 hours in the oven requires a bit of feel.

    I start it at 350, drop to 325 for intervals, and 300 for a chunk of it.

    So please know you’ll need some finesse, and also to re-season it during the cooking process.

    Thankfully, the prep is the only proper cooking part, and it goes quickly, if you have a plan.

    Ingredients:

    2 whole green cabbages
    3-4 lbs 85/15% ground beef
    2 cans diced tomatoes
    1 1/4 cup jasmine white rice
    Approx 3 cups raisins
    2 limes
    1 lemon
    1/3 c Orange Juice
    1/2 t cinnamon
    1/3 c brown sugar
    3 T New Mexico red chile powder
    1/4 of a jalapeño pepper, chopped
    Approx 4 T salt
    Approx 2 T fresh ground black pepper




    Set a large pot of water to boil, and add a T of salt.

    Then, wash the cabbage, core them carefully with a sharp knife, then wash them again.

    When the water is boiling, blanch the cabbages by holding them under the water, with tongs, for about two minutes.

    The outer layers should start to look pliant, and a bit cooked.


    In a separate bowl, mix together the ground beef, cinnamon, about 2 T of salt, a cup of raisins, a bunch of black pepper, the white rice, and half of the red chile.

    For the sauce, in a different bowl, it’s the two cans of tomatoes, (with 1/4 can of water for each, to get all the flavor out,) minced jalapeño, the rest of the red chile, the rest of the brown sugar, the remaining salt, most of the fruit juices, and more cinnamon and raisins.


    The sauce, with chile, sugar, cinnamon, raisins, salt, and fruit juices.



    As I said at the outset, it will take about 6 hours to cook, in an oven that starts at 350.

    The goal is to use the acid, sweet, and heat to balance out the richness of the beef.

    (The cabbage becomes an earthy, melty, rich, wonderful contrast.)

    Taste it over time, and add some more fruit juice, sugar, black pepper, salt, red chile, and brown sugar as needed.

    Serve with white rice, and you will eat like royalty.

    For the record, Mom says Grandma would turn over in her grave, knowing what I did to her recipe.

    And Mom’s allergic to chile, so this recipe would likely kill her.

    Consider yourself warned.

    Ready to eat, with white rice.

  • A New Yorker in Tucson

    A New Yorker in Tucson

    by Serge J-F. Levy



    I grew up in New York City in the 70’s and 80’s.



    I share that to invoke memories of a gritty, edgy city in which adolescent boys developed tough exteriors to manage tenuous interiors.

    Yoga, referred to as “yogurt” by my skeptical friends, was firmly seated in the realm of esoteric arts. So were coconut water, kale chips, Birkenstocks, drum circles, and rice cakes sprayed with Bragg Liquid Aminos.

    (We were young boys posturing in front of fragile egos.)

    Through my teenage years, I grew a two-headed personality that combined a sweet gruffness with a hardened openness.

    Think of a kid wearing ripped jeans and a Minor Threat t-shirt sitting on a stoop, drinking a 40 of Olde English, gnawing on a pack of tofu-jerky dusted in nutritional yeast… while smoking a Marlboro Red.

    Think of the armor boys inherit and are expected to grow; the curse of having feelings that were too dangerous to express in societies that valorize traditional visions of masculinity.

    Think of how steeling oneself against the corrosive forces of emotion could be a vital tool for survival.







    Flash forward 35 years, (including 13 under the smelting Sonoran Desert sun,) and some of that armor has sloughed off.

    Last week, I opened an email blast about a “sound bath” recitation at the Tucson Museum of Art. The ailing part of me immediately jumped at the opportunity: I had visions of vertebrae gliding into alignment, my heart resting from its persistent grief, and my future partner materializing from the vibrational ether.


    Image courtesy of TucsonTopia.com

    When I arrived at 6:04, the event’s leader was already inverting an impressive rainstick, while incanting vocal coaching, to lure people down from the high-wire of their urban lives. Her movements were gyroscopic: arms, hips and rainstick swirled in combination with her soothing, séance-like spells.

    Admittedly, my mystical meter was pinging pretty hard.

    Then the bath started.






    I should mention this all took place in one of the Museum’s off-shoot galleries. The low-ceilinged room was lined with exquisite, semi-abstract paintings, and one Calder-like mobile.

    I felt protective of the pieces: people casually leaned up against walls within inches of artwork drawn from the canon (or canon adjacent). I pondered whether the vibes would shake the paintings’ pigments loose?

    At one point, I thought I saw the mobile dance.

    There were four crystal singing bowls arranged on a folding table adorned with an assortment of raptor feathers and unfinished gem stones (aka rocks). The scene was designed to be spiritual, but shared no harmony with the company it kept: perhaps 17th Century Tantric paintings, some Chagalls, an Andy Goldsworthy construction, or the works of Agnes Martin would have forged deeper resonance.

    Image courtesy of Southwest Contemporary, Joshua Ware and the Harwood Museum of Art
    
    Or maybe the art didn’t appreciate having the singing bowls in its space?
    
    (It’s hard to know the answer to these questions.)
    
    As to the performance, there was a disconnect between the subtle presence of the practitioner’s small stature, and the magnitude of the reverberations that emanated. 
    
    The sound was disorienting and dis-equilibrating. 
    
    It reminded me of the WaWaWa sensation from the wrong combination of open windows in a speeding car. 
    
    But I like being thrown off-kilter, in controlled circumstances. 
    
    
    
    
    
    
    
    A scan of the room yielded a cross section of Tucson: two middle-aged women locked and loaded with yoga mats and blankets. 
    
    They took a supine position in a corner, beneath some glass-framed paintings. It appeared they were down for the count and fully transported.
    
    I noticed an assortment of messages too: A Ben’s Bells “Be-Kind” t-shirt, another that advocated “cultivating compassion.” 
    
    After scanning the regional attire, I was glad I left my Metallica “Metal Up Your Ass” shirt at home and went with the pima cotton, moss-green, waffle-knit henley. 
    
    Many of the men had long hair--some in pony tails, others gathered in buns: these are notable observation for someone without any. 
    
    At one point, I turned around and caught a levitating octogenarian out of the corner of my eye. 
    
    (It appeared the sound bath was working for him.) 
    
    Upon closer inspection, the folding canvas stool beneath him was just small enough that his legs covered its structure. 
    
    There were a lot of heavy hearts, strained brows, and high shoulders. 
    
    I counted myself among those many.   
    
    
    
    
    
    
    
    
    A sound bath is a process for me. 
    
    It’s about relinquishing, inviting and allowing. 
    
    In this case, it was about witnessing my unconscious resistance to healing and growth. 
    
    I wanted to welcome everything in. 
    
    Yet I was aware boundaries were there. 
    
    My internal conflict with new-age modalities, (and the emotional spectrum they tap into,) in turn became a barrier to receiving what buoyed so many in that room.  
    
    To the untrained ear, singing bowls can sound like an hour of looping, droning tones. 
    
    To my ear, the greatest practitioners can guide unpredictable adventures into the past, deep into the psyche and far from where I sit. 
    
    I didn’t go that far or deep in this experience. 
    
    (And my chakras remained out of balance.) 
    
    I left sometime midstream… before the Tarot readings.
    
    Then I went home to a bowl of tofu, brown rice and a side of broccoli... glazed in Bragg Liquid Aminos.
    
    
    “Tucson, AZ. 2025.”