A Culture & Lifestyle Blog from Taos/NM

  • Learning From My Mistakes

    Learning From My Mistakes

    by Jonathan Blaustein


    Last year, my trip to Poland was life-changing.

    Coming off of a properly slow period for my art career, (and my motivation-level as an artist,) the European adventure woke me up again.

    Getting to move around a foreign country, (where I knew no one,) just relying on instincts, and some good research, felt like a vision quest from a younger time.

    By 50, having spent so many years subordinating my innate desires to the parenting lifestyle, (especially living in such a remote environment,) going to Poland in 2024 changed my personal trajectory.

    Travel can do that.

    It’s a personal investment that has the potential to make us smarter, and better.

    Still though, there were some rough edges last year.






    I got yelled at by three old folks for not knowing where I was going.

    (In a park, a public toilet, and on a train.)

    I shrugged my shoulders sheepishly, and played the dumb tourist.

    I also lost a full day, (precious currency,) by taking the train all the way from Gdansk back to Krakow, so I could fly home the next day. I compounded the mistake by staying at the airport, thereby depriving myself of an entire evening roaming a beautiful city.

    Instead, I did laps up and down the halls of a Hampton Inn, before getting a tummy ache from the greasy breakfast potatoes.

    Worse yet, I didn’t travel with hand sanitizer, so all the germs from the airport and airplane overwhelmed my immune system, and I got violently ill the day I arrived home.

    I gave that norovirus to Jessie, so we both were sick for nearly 2 months.

    Rookie mistakes I was determined to avoid this time around.

    And did I?

    Hotel Room View, Warsaw



    Yes, is the short answer.

    With the experience of the previous year, this time around, the travels were seamless.

    No mad dashes to pee, wondering if I had enough coins in my pocket to pay?

    No wasted walk to the train station to buy my ticket in advance: this time I did it online and showed my QR code on the train.

    I availed myself of a few insanely cheap Ubers, rather than walking to a meeting and turning up sweaty, or hoofing it to the train station to catch an airport shuttle train, which would have taken 3x as much time, and barely saved me any cash.

    For my international travel, I prepared sandwiches that wouldn’t wilt, made sure all my stops were on the way, (so as to avoid wasted time,) booked long-enough stopovers everywhere, (at least 2 hours,) and to top it all off, I scored a triangle ticket, so I was able to fly into Krakow and out of Warsaw.

    The total fee for six flights, into one city and out of another, was $700, and I didn’t even have to pay an up-charge to pick my seats, as they gave me my aisle-seat preference included.

    (Highly recommend this $15 inflatable neck pillow from Rick Steves, to support the neck in the narrow seats on the 8-10 hour long-haul flight.)

    Hotels are affordable in Poland, and food and transportation are downright cheap, so I was able to spend 9 nights out on the road, (including one on the plane,) for a legitimately affordable budget.

    Going at the right time of year + lots of travel research + learning from your mistakes means less money wasted, and less stress on the body.

    Which allowed me to spend all of my time meeting with people, making new photographs, or resting up for more urban adventuring.







    As I said last week, I’m hoping to share much of my experience this year, as opposed to hiding it for some future, special reveal.

    I’ve had enough of playing career games.

    Time to remember I developed an audience in the first place by never holding back, and having all the content be free and available.

    Game on.

    Hotel Room View, Right Before Leaving, Warsaw

  • Muscle Memory

    Muscle Memory

    by Jonathan Blaustein


    I used to do this all the time.

    Share my words with strangers on the internet.

    Seems odd, in retrospect, but I opened my private thoughts to the blogosphere for 13 years of my life. It became normal, knowing I had an audience ready to read about whatever mess I made that week.

    (Or where I traveled. What I ate. Which person I had beef with at a given moment in time.)

    These days, coming up on three years since I left my weekly column at A Photo Editor, it actually takes a bit of effort to get my fingers to slide along the keyboard.

    Much of it feels like a natural maturation process, as a human.

    We get older, the ego takes up less space in the psyche, and you begin to wonder if what you have to say is all that valuable?

    Is it worth engaging in this process, for anyone but me?








    Much of this, now that I write it out on the screen, connects to the proliferation of content that’s happened since I began my blogging life back in 2009.

    The shorter attention spans.

    The preference for video over reading.

    So many reasons to view this little hobby as nothing more than that, despite the 13 years I got paid to write about one of my passions. (Photography)







    Today’s blog is actually about muscle memory.

    I used to lecture my students on how harmful it could be to let our creativity get out of practice.

    Last year, when I got back from Poland, I had this instinct to keep my travel details, (and the pictures I made,) to myself.

    I chose not to share, and this year, (having had another amazing trip,) I’ve decided I want to do it differently.

    Yitzak and Yaakov in the cemetery behind the old synagogue, Krakow.


    Figure out how to break down some story bits, and photo groupings, so I can include the Sunshine and Olly audience in the adventure.

    The first step, I decided, was to get back in the habit of writing here at all.

    Shake off the cobwebs, as it were.

    So consider them shaken, and here’s a cool photo of the Aurora Borealis that I took on Tuesday evening.

    The Northern Lights, here in New Mexico


    Next week, I promise to get going on sharing bits and pieces from my brilliant, fun, informative, joyful trip to Krakow and Warsaw.

    Hope all is well, wherever you are.

  • Go Back to Poland!

    Go Back to Poland!

    by Jonathan Blaustein



    Next week, I’m going back to Poland.

    I never really wrote about my trip last year, as I felt the artist’s urge to hold things close until I knew what I had.

    And I didn’t want to write this post last week, as it felt like the whole October 7th anniversary belonged to many people, but not me.

    That said, it’s a new week, and perhaps some form of Israel-Hamas ceasefire will hold.

    (We can only hope.)

    In the end, it seems my trip last year to Poland, a Jewish homeland for a Millennium, sparked a creative inquiry into how places change, once they’ve been ethnically cleansed.

    It’s a touchy subject, obviously, as killing people and taking their land is an awful action that’s been repeated, endlessly, over human social history.

    America, which I love, and New Mexico, where I live, are examples of places with histories of ethnic cleansing, and conquer by multiple empires.

    But it’s all the more relevant now that Israel has been credibly accused of wanting to ethnically cleanse the Gaza Strip, to create a high-end, seaside resort.
    The first photo I took in Poland
    Looking down on a nun along the river in Krakow
    Mirka, in a square up the street from MOCAK
    The Krakow skyline on a bright, sunny day
    Pro-Palestine graffiti on a sign outside the Krakow synagogue



    Gaza has been reduced to rubble by the Israelis, who got their country because Poland was ethnically cleansed by the Nazis.

    Much of Poland was also reduced to rubble, and eaten by two consecutive empires.

    Now it’s thriving.

    But also, something of an ethnic mono-culture since WWII, though the Ukrainians who were allowed in as recent war refugees have brought some diversity.

    Regardless, though I’ve buried the lede here, I call the project “Go Back to Poland!” because of a provocative chant, at Columbia University in the spring of 2024, which went viral.

    “Go Back to Poland!” the student screamed at Jews.

    I read about it, and was astounded.

    (Especially as it was suggested the protestors chanted it at all Jews, not just Israelis.)

    It was meant as an insult, obviously.

    Go Back to Poland! Get out of here!

    I took it literally, as I was featured in an exhibition at MOCAK, and it made the perfect excuse to see what our 1000 year homeland was actually like?

    The Krakow synagogue glowing in the afternoon sun
    Self-portrait outside the Krakow Jewish cemetery, which was closed
    Warsaw skyline
    A Warsaw building being renovated
    A tram through central Warsaw


    It’s fascinating, to be attracted to a country where my ancestors thrived, (as much as any Jews thrived,) because their numbers were so substantial by the time Hitler wiped them out.

    More than 3 million Jews murdered in Poland. Half the total of the Holocaust.

    All from a thoroughly conquered country, albeit one with at least a conflicted history with its growing minority. (Jews made up 10% of the country, by Hitler’s time.)

    But attracted I am.

    Poland is cool as shit, and I feel lucky to have been embraced enough last year that I’m going back, and am applying for a fellowship to support the project.

    Next week, I’m off to Krakow and Warsaw, and will certainly be hitting the socials while I’m gone.

    Hope you like the pictures I’m sharing today, and please feel free to check out more of the project on my website. (Including the official artist statement.)

    A right-wing, religious parade through the Old Warsaw Ghetto
    A reconstruction of a wooden, Jewish temple ceiling at the Polin Museum
    A photo of an animation of Medieval Poland, taken at the Polin Museum
    A digital mockup of a prospective, mixed-use development in Gdańsk
    Abraham, Isaac, Jacob and Joshua in a Polish cathedral


    I’ve begun to interview people, to bring a reported element, and that’s been a cool new wrinkle as well.

    I’m hoping to talk to Jewish-Americans who’ve been to modern Poland, (the last 10 years or so,) as well as Polish people.

    We shall see where it all ends up, but I thought today was the day to share it.

    See you next time.

    Surveillance camera and spooky light in Gdańsk at night
    Digital rendering of a potential commercial development near Solidarity Square in Gdańsk
    Ships on the Baltic Sea horizon
    An old man enjoying some autumn sun in Sopot
    The pietà in a Gdańsk cathedral

  • Chill the F-ck Out!

    Chill the F-ck Out!

    by Jonathan Blaustein





    Freedom isn’t free.

    It requires compromise and respect.

    Unfortunately, the more Americans are divided, and the less time we spend IRL with the “other side,” the harder it is to bust out of cycles of violence.

    Prejudice breaks down when individuals have positive interactions with actual, real people who challenge, or even subvert stereotypical perceptions.

    All of this stuff is predicable, and in fact was predicted.

    (All of this being political violence.)

    There’s one simple way to fix things: Everyone needs to chill the fuck out!






    This summer, I spent time with a Republican relative who seems to have it all.

    From the outside looking in, not much to complain about.

    Yet there was plenty of complaining, all of it about The Left.

    Not Russia or China.

    Just other Americans, who believe differently.

    In the aftermath of Charlie Kirk’s assassination, Spencer Cox, the Republican governor of Utah, (where the crime occurred,) was quoted in The Washington Post saying,

    “Our nation is broken...Nothing I say can unite us as a country. Nothing I can say right now can fix what is broken.”

    How about saying, “Enough already! We are not each others’ enemies. We are all Americans. We just live different lifestyles, in different places, and believe different things.

    So what? Who cares? Live and let live. Let’s just get over ourselves.”

    That’s what I’d say, anyway.








    Living in northern New Mexico, you’re thrust together with people who like guns, for hunting or self-defense. There are people with a rural perspective that leads them to vote Republican.

    Are they all evil?

    Should I hate them all?

    Is every single Christian person who believes that abortion is murder a terrible person?

    Forever, should I see them as enemies to my way of life?

    Or what about the hyper-progressives who believe that we shouldn’t have any police at all?

    I believe that law enforcement is an essential part of a functioning republic.

    Does that mean that now I have to hate all progressives too?








    I don’t mean to play rhetorical games here, because what’s the point?

    Rather, I felt today was not a day to stay silent.

    Decent, honest, law-abiding folks have opinions too.

    Enough already, people.

    Chill the fuck out!

    Please figure out how to see the humanity in people with whom you vehemently disagree.

    We all need to do it.








    Governor Cox seems to have come to a similar conclusion.

    Here’s the quote WaPo ended with.

    “We just need every single person in this country to think about where we are and where we want to be, to ask ourselves, ‘Is this it? Is this what 250 years have wrought on us?’ I pray that that’s not the case,” Cox said.

    Enough with the thoughts and prayers.

    It takes guts to reach out the other side.

    Let’s demand both Democrats and Republicans grow some stomachs, and engage in the messy functions of democratic government.

    Leaders lead.

    Flowers help people relax…
    Blue + Red makes purple (image courtesy of amazon.com.au)

  • Secret Recipe: Blackened Chicken

    Secret Recipe: Blackened Chicken

    by Jonathan Blaustein




    Like smells and songs, food can jog memories loose.

    It helps us connect to our past.

    Ever the black sheep, growing up in a Jewish-American home in New Jersey, it was strange that I didn’t like the smoked fish dishes and deli meats the rest of my family adored.

    For whatever reason, the Italian-American food that surrounded us, (it’s freaking everywhere in Jersey,) became my soul food instead.

    It still what I cook best today.

    Good cooking, though, is a creative act. It requires doing new things from time to time, to break out of your patterns.

    Sure enough, on Friday evening, it was Jessie’s turn to cook dinner, but I could see that she was spent.

    I had more gas in the tank, and noticed a packet of 3 large chicken breasts in the fridge that needed to be cooked.

    In a household with three athletes, two weight-lifters, and two growing humans, boneless, skinless chicken breast is about as clean and healthy of an animal protein as you’ll get.

    What it lacks, though, is flavor, and if cooked incorrectly, it can be rubbery as hell.

    In order to take dinner off of Jessie’s plate, I had an idea to do a spice rub on the chicken, then pan sear it an hour or so later.

    I coated each side with salt, then cracked black pepper, followed by oregano, a healthy coating of hot New Mexico red chile, and then a round of cumin.

    Then the idea hit me to give it a dash of extra virgin olive oil, and a splash of orange juice, just to make the lightest vinaigrette marinade on top of the spice rub.

    (We ate a bit later than planned, so in the end the chicken got to sit in the marinade for two hours.)

    I seared the crap out of each breast by placing all three in a hot skillet, with a bit of olive oil in the bottom, and then doming with a wok lid, to create heat from all sides.

    The key, as with all good searing, is to leave the meat alone until it’s time to turn it. Wait until a good crust develops, and then flip each piece, and leave them alone again.

    This time, maybe only cover the pan for about 30 seconds.

    Turn off the heat, remove the breasts when the bottom side has a bit of color too, and then let them rest.

    Cut the chicken into cubes, and expect that middle pieces will be somewhat to very underdone. (Depending on their thickness.)

    Then back into the pan on low heat to cook it all through, and get a tiny bit of texture on all sides of the chicken.

    When they’re done, take them out of the skillet and serve.





    I buried the lede today.

    (It happens sometimes.)

    The point of today’s blog is the chicken tasted exactly like the blackened recipes that swept the nation during the 80’s. Paul Prudhomme and New Orleans cooking became a trend, so restaurants back home in New Jersey would blacken chicken and fish.

    (We ate out a lot when I was young.)

    And while I hated Jewish food, (most of it, anyway,) I freaking loved blackened chicken.

    As soon as I tasted my recipe, I went back in time.

    So I made it again on Monday, to photograph so I could share with you. (I served it with sautéed veggies and some of my white rice.)

    It’s amazing, and also super-healthy.

    Enjoy!



  • Enough Already

    Enough Already

    by Jonathan Blaustein

    Enough Already


    Good morning, everyone.

    I’m not writing today because I want to, so much as I have to. It’s been a common refrain, in my 16 years of blogging, because creativity is an expressive act.

    Expression releases energy from the body and mind.

    It’s why artists make art: for the alchemical process through which stress, and negative energy can be transformed into something beautiful. (Or at least beneficial.)

    The theme of today’s blog is Enough Already.





    Last I wrote here, I told you about my new job at a local newspaper in Taos.

    Since this is my place to be honest, it was easily the worst job I’ve ever had. (And I worked at Foot Locker, and in the packing department of a farm market, washing spinach all day.)

    I quit the paper not long after my last post, just beyond the 4th of July, so I’ve been out about as long as I was in.

    Despite the fact I’ve spoken truth to power as a blogger for so long, and have never shied away from sharing details... this time, I don’t much feel like it.

    The short version is I was hired into a managerial position, and placed as a junior reporter and full time photographer. (At a low salary I only accepted b/c it was supposed to be a managerial position.) The workload was 7 days a week, (or at least impossible in 40 hours,) and I found my boss to be one of the most unpleasant people I’ve encountered.

    When I brought those inconsistencies to the attention of the HR department, and said I planned to quit if they did not address my concerns, I was told to feel-free to leave, as it was a take-it-or-leave-it situation.

    I was losing weight, couldn’t sleep well, my heart was racing all the time, because of the stress.

    And none of the good work I did for them mattered, once I spoke out of turn.

    It was nuts.

    So I left.

    Enough Already.





    Enough Already to Israel too.

    This is the third time since Israel’s war with Hamas I’ve felt the need to use this platform, (such as it is,) to comment directly on the policies of a foreign nation.

    I’m an American, and my grandparents were born here. (Some great-grandparents too.)

    I may not pass JD Vance’s test of having Civil War ancestors, but the USA is my country.

    Growing up in synagogue as an American Jew, I was also taught that because I could become a citizen of Israel, because it was the Jewish country, that it was a part of my heritage as well.

    But is it?

    I visited when I was 17, during the first Gulf War, and made some great memories.

    That connection, though, now makes me a target, anywhere in the world, because Israel has gone off the rails to the degree it’s starving Gaza.

    I should not have to write the words that mass starvation, in front of the global media, is evil and counterproductive.

    There is no good to be found in this policy, and the extreme Israeli right wing does not speak for me.

    They speak for themselves.

    In their own country.

    A country the rest of the world now despises. (Even more than they used to hate The Jews?)

    Israel: Wake the fuck up.

    Stop the starvation campaign now.

    Enough Already!





    Finally, I want to reserve one section of this article for America.

    Yes, us. US.

    Abe Lincoln told us, more than 150 years ago, that a house divided against itself cannot stand.

    Divide and conquer works, as a strategy.

    Everyone knows this.

    Yet Americans can’t stop demonizing the other side, and fighting against the opposite party, even if it guarantees we’re less formidable in our geo-political battle with China and Russia.

    Not everyone who believes differently than you is a terrible person.

    In a 50/50 country, where one side has clearly won the war of ideas, (for now) by dominating the 2024 election cycle, and running the Supreme Court, I think it’s time we all accept that this country has had two major parties that take turns running shit.

    And for vast chunks of time, there were points of consensus. A national identity formed. We survived the Civil War, and over time, addressed many (but not all) of our founding flaws.

    I grew up loving America, and once I learned the dark history in high school and college, I didn’t move away.

    I didn’t give up.

    And neither did the tens of millions of people who’ve moved to this country since I was born in 1974.

    At some point, the USA is going to fall seriously behind China, and our living standards are going to drop even further than they already have.

    We’re guaranteed to lose Cold War II, (David Brooks’s term,) unless Americans grow the fuck up and realize we have to find a way to live and work together.

    It’s a split country, and Democrats will get power back at some point.

    We had Obama, whom we all loved, and these guys have Trump, whom they worship.

    I promise you, finding points of connection, and trying to sew a nation back together will do far more towards improving job markets, and nuclear security, than will continuing to obsess about the other side while the horse hooves grow ever closer on the horizon.

    Enough Already.

    Obama, image courtesy of https://obamawhitehouse.archives.gov/1600/presidents/barackobama
    A photo of Trump’s Truth Social profile pic, taken from Fox News on my uncle’s TV screen

  • The Big New Job

    The Big New Job

    by Jonathan Blaustein

    Who has time to write anymore, what with all the writing?

    I realized it wasn’t super-appropriate to keep you in the dark any longer, as I announced nearly four weeks ago I’d taken a job as Assistant Editor of the Taos News. (On the political, health and environmental beats.)

    I know, I know. I told you I was going to be a teacher. But I also mentioned, near the end of the last blog post, that a cool journalism job came up.

    Long story short, I got it.

    It’s crazy, as I report, write and photograph five stories a week.

    You can follow along at taosnews.com, and I’ll try to stay active here now and again.

    Hope all is well in your world, and please drop me a line if it’s been a while.

  • The World is Watching

    The World is Watching

    by Jonathan Blaustein



    It’s hard to know when to speak up, these days.

    (Maybe that’s why I write less?)

    It’s certainly why I don’t opine on every major crisis, or ridiculous Trumpian utterance.

    I also value your attention, so I don’t blog just to blog anymore.

    And I never, ever write super-short posts, just to get clicks when I have nothing to say.

    Today, though, I’m going to write the shortest article of my career.

    Here it goes.








    Within the last 10 days, it’s come to my attention that since it broke the cease-fire in its war with Hamas in mid-March, Israel has created a full siege of Gaza, and halted the flow of food into the Palestinian enclave.


    The first image for siege warfare that comes up in Google Images. Courtesy of Wikipedia. Depiction of the 1147 siege of Lisbon, painting by Alfredo Roque Gameiro (1917)


    I wrote last week I’ve been busy the last two months working at Taos High School, and until a week ago, I had no internet access throughout the day.

    So yeah, I’ve read less news than normal.

    But let’s be honest: this has been under-reported.

    Thankfully, the story is starting to get more coverage, because what Israel is doing is barbaric, inhumane and immoral.

    Knowingly starving out an entire population, to try to get them to give up Hamas.

    As as an American Jew, I don’t support this policy.

    It’s wrong on every level, but especially as we still show the world our starvation photos from WWII Nazi extermination camps.

    Be better, Israel.

    The world is watching.

  • The Land of Entrapment

    The Land of Entrapment

    by Jonathan Blaustein



    Hi Everybody,

    How’s it going?

    I’m sure you’ve been wondering if I’m still alive?

    Well, now you know.

    Unfortunately, (or fortunately, depending on how you view fate,) I’m still living with my family in our little valley outside Taos.

    We never made it to California. 😦







    We shot for the moon this past winter, trying to move to San Diego during a super-short time window.

    We aimed to wrap a twenty-year life here in a matter of weeks, and just couldn’t make it.

    Yes, Lowes of Española had a lot to do with it. As did the pace of our renovations in general.

    Regardless, once Jessie and I accepted it wasn’t going to happen, (realistically,) we decided to let the dream die for the moment.

    “We’ll just move in June,” we said, “when school lets out,” instead of giving up.

    But things change.






    A week into the new year, our son Theo came to Jessie with a conundrum.

    He loves being the kicker on the Taos High School football team, (Go Tigers!) and didn’t feel comfortable doing his Senior year elsewhere, after Taos was all he’s known.

    His academic career here, along with his interests, have set him up well to attend a top college, and he didn’t want to mess with that.

    Jessie told me what he said, and we discussed it briefly.

    If you know anything about me, from having read this blog over the years, you’ll know my wife and children are the most important things in my world.

    By far. And Jessie is the same.

    (Though we love the doggies too, of course.)

    Once Theo made the ask, we decided we’d do what we could to honor his request.

    But I couldn’t live in limbo anymore.

    What to do?









    First, I reached out to my network here, to beat the bushes and see what my options were.

    My UNM-Taos mentor recommended I consider teaching at the high or middle school level, as I might be able to get hired while I got credentialed.

    At a subsequent meeting with the Principal and Dean of Students at Taos High, I learned my MFA and 12 years teaching college likely qualified me for a license straight away.

    They also offered me a position as a daily, utility substitute teacher, as soon as I could clear the background check hurdles.

    And so it’s come to pass.

    After much research and paperwork, I’ve become a fully licensed teacher, endorsed to teach Social Studies and Visual Art at the 6-12 level.

    I’ve applied for 3 full-time teaching jobs, and am working as a daily substitute teacher at Taos High School too.

    Window View, Taos High, 04.29.25


    So there you have it.

    When life circumstances change, we have to be flexible and strong enough to change with them.

    As much as Jessie and I wanted to leave Taos, at the moment, we’re recommitted.

    Having a regular, full-tine job after all these years as a freelancer has been an adjustment.

    (Mostly, I’ve enjoyed it.)

    But staying open and flexible is difficult, and in the two days since I wrote the first draft of this blog, an interesting journalism job became available, so I'll apply for that too.

    As you can see, I've had a lot on my plate, but it was time to bring you along for the ride.

    Or at least reaffirm I’m alive...and begin telling the story of how I got stuck (yet again) in the Land of Entrapment.

    Catch you next time!

    Image courtesy of pmags.com

  • Film Review: The Oscar-Nominated “Flow”

    Film Review: The Oscar-Nominated “Flow”


    Flow

    A Pixelated Animal Adventure
    Runtime: 1:25
    Directed by Gints Zilbalodis


    Reviewed by Serge J-F. Levy

    Image courtesy of Imdb.com

    We have come a long way since Disney animators were hand-drawing cells to animate the animal kingdom into awkward--but admittedly very sweet, humorous and playful—narratives. 

    Perhaps one of the greatest achievements of those early pieces was getting humans to believe in the dialogues animals had with each other.

    To some, that anthropocentric way of understanding the animal kingdom is repugnant. Science (which I like and respect) has a way of organizing phenomena into terms that conform to human logic. While there may be patterns in animal behavior, it’s still lofty to believe we know the full potential of their communicative meaning.

    But Flow isn’t about trying to understand animal behavior. Instead, it uses animals to draw humans out of the painful realities of their own imperfect existence, and to witness the inherent flaws of society and human behavior at large.








    This technique of creating a psychological distance from triggering experiences is used in Sand Tray therapy.

    In an office setting, a child (or adult) will choose one or a few objects from a large selection, place them in a sand box that sits in the middle of the therapist’s office, and share stories formed around the figure.

    I once chose a lonely, sad, misunderstood, frustrated, sick of the dating scene, and scared, plastic owl. Keep in mind, this two-inch-tall polymer effigy was somewhat poorly rendered.

    But boy did it speak for my angst.

    It’s harder to examine the illness of our own social media behavior and collective obsession with consumerism than it is to find a certain sweetness in a lemur’s hoarding tendencies, and their maniacal need to stare into an art-deco-era hand mirror.

    There’s an optimal distance created in witnessing these habits projected onto a lovable, (albeit neurotic,) animal form. But the underlying pathology we witness in the movie is clearly a contemporary human problem; one I imagine most lemurs are spared.







    We join these creatures in a post-human/post-civilization world.

    From the items the lemur collects, it appears the event that evaporated humankind happened sometime in the early to mid-20th Century—when skeleton keys and glass buoys were still used.

    By choosing this moment in the past, the filmmakers/writers spare contemporary viewers the guilt of what we are actively doing to our planet. Maybe anything more current would have made would have made it harder to gain the necessary distance to engage with the germane subject of the cross-cultural/cross-political divides these animals must ford?

    No less, anything more contemporary would have necessitated the inclusion of even more complicated and horrific renderings of blight to the land.

    Speaking of the rendering, that is what sunk this movie.
    Image courtesy of Fast Company.com


    I felt emotionally hijacked.

    As the odyssey draws the viewer into romantic visions of landscapes and the remnants of great civilizations, the narratives of these animals lured me into painful spaces of grief.

    Spaces that covered the loss of my dear cat, the death of my father, my mother’s dementia, the destruction of wilderness habitats, the suffering of creatures at the hands of humans… yet the movie’s artistry made me feel I was wasting my resurrected grief.

    Early on, I noticed the animals were often pixelated. Other times it felt like the animators just gave up on shading them, in order to push through a vapid action scene built around dazzling colors--like schools of fish being caught by the protagonist cat, or that same cat trying to outrun the flash flood that would drown the entire landscape--which begins the boat journey upon which the central characters embark.







    Eventually, the stoic secretary bird, the wary domestic cat, the oafy capybara, the… Labrador retriever and the edgy lemur float upon an ancient city with massive, phallic obelisks rising into the sky.

    We assume a vantage point from their perspective, and the camera sweeps from side to side and up into the clouds. The movements reminded me of watching contemporary first-person video games. (The reference was unwelcome.) It was yet another element of artifice that intruded upon my desire to bond with the plight of the animals, and the interpersonal emotional complexities they were navigating.

    To be clear, I didn’t think Buzz Lightyear, Woody, or the ants in Antz, were real. I always interacted with them as computer-rendered animations. But they were done well enough, and with care to the precision of movement, body language, light/shadow, so that the medium wasn’t a barrier, and I could relate to their emotional plights.

    One of my favorite 33 minutes of animation, Dumbland by David Lynch, was made using his computer, and widely available Flash software. His drawings were crude, and had a naïve aesthetic.

    The black-line-stick-figure characters were posited against flat white backgrounds. The sound, the omnipresent rage, and the rendering were all in fluid concert.

    At the beginning of Flow, I was laughing with my date about the number of studios and production companies that were advertising their commitment to the film.

    I didn’t count, but it was easily more than ten.

    Of course, it takes a lot of money to create a film like this: ~$4 million. And my criticisms aren’t about comparing the possibilities of what an American Hollywood budget can achieve versus a Latvian (with some help from French and Belgian sources) production.

    Creating art can sometimes be about negotiating compromises to work within a budget and/or the limitations of the medium. I was saddened by where Zibalodis decided to give up, and where he focused his artistic attentions.

    (Perhaps less video game, and more shading.)

    When the movie was over, I felt frigid.

    So much was exposed, but I didn’t have the ability to let it go. Meanwhile, my date was waterworks. We spent a solid ten minutes convalescing, alone, well after everyone else had rushed out of the theater to check their phones.

    Photo by Serge J-F. Levy